35 weeks 2 days

Time flies .. Another 2 day is gone .. In this 2 days, 3 Dec mummies have popped .. Quite afraid now .. Next thursday will be 36 weeks .. Can deliver anytime .. Although 36 weeks is consider premature but still is common to deliver during week 36 .. Week 37 is consider full term .. Only 1 week difference .. To me a blink of eye, 1 week is over .. Make no difference at all ..

Packed my hospital bag and realised that i left my breastpad at home .. Need to get hubby to go back and get for me .. One thing i'm very concern after birth is breastfeeding .. I want to breastfeed .. But now fear seems to overwhelm me .. So afraid i'll give up cause of difficulties .. I really prepare alot of things for breastfeeding but i know it won't be that easy .. Problems will only arise after i've given birth ..

Tonight i'll be meeting confinement lady .. Really hope she is the one .. The one who is able to support me totally on breastfeeding, support me through confinement period .. Not those old school type .. Can't touch water, can't drink water etc .. Heck man .. Hate confinement period ..

Having headache today .. Didn't sleep well last night and woke up at 7am again .. Occupied myself with scrapbook and finally went back to bed at 2pm+ and woke up and 4.30pm .. Totally lack of sleep .. Was so tired but at night seems impossible to lie down .. The pressure makes me out of breath and causing my back to have sharp pain .. No matter how i toss and turn i still can't find any position to sleep .. Was forced to wake up .. Only able to sleep in the afternoon when i'm too tired to know anything .. Anyway i've finished my first few layout of Isaiah album .. Will post the photos when i got time .. Now working on wedding album .. Need to crack my brain on designs!

A little update on Isaiah: Still kicking well .. Saw his little feet that day .. Now he seldom flip cause there is not much space left .. Sometimes he will use some force to stretch his little legs .. Should be quite uncomfortable to be in a small space but yet snuggle nicely inside the water bag .. My rib cage feel sore from his kicking ...

Will update again after my check up this coming Monday~