Now is 8.59pm .. Isaiah's daddy is still not home yet .. Today officially 36 weeks .. 9mths into pregnancy journey for me .. Another week to full term, 3 more weeks to due date .. Getting more and more nervous now .. Especially after Dr Koh have said there is a possible to deliver now .. But i know not so soon .. Giving myself another 2 more weeks .. Having mixed feeling .. Hoping that Isaiah will come out asap cause back aching is getting worse .. Also hoping he can stay in my tummy longer cause the most 4 more weeks no longer pregnant anymore .. I guess will miss being pregnant .. Miss Isaiah inside me ..
2 more days my dad is flying off to Beijing .. Kinda worried about him cause now weather over there is -2 degrees .. Experience that kind of weather a few years ago in Japan .. Seriously no fun at all .. Too cold to enjoy .. Yes there is snow but other than that nothing amazing cause the chilling feeling will keep u away from playing snow .. Hope he enjoys his trip and come back safely .. Will keep him in my prayers ..
Today is another day at home .. Isaiah is rather quiet inside me .. Moving once in a while .. Maybe space limited .. But but but at night movement is never ending .. And those are huge movement that will make my tummy burst! Slept till 4pm today cause i can't sleep last night .. Toss and turn million times or i can say is zillion times .. Suffer! I hate it~ Sigh .. Woke up with headache .. Didn't manage to talk to hubby till about 7pm cause he was so busy .. Till now he is still at work .. Today should be working till 10pm again ..
1st Dec baby cot is coming .. How i wish i don't have to go back to wait for that cot cause i wan to go for my prenatal massage .. At least ease the pain at my back .. See how things goes .. See if any kind soul able to help me if not i got to camp at home the whole day to wait for that cot ..
Heard an horrible news about someone that is close to me .. Did something horrible to me .. Behind my back .. Sigh .. Nothing to say .. Getting used to all her nonsense .. I don't wan to mention to her or even confront her .. Tired of it .. What's the point yea ? End of the day she's still the same .. Next week, next month, next year she is still like that .. Hopefully one day God will changed her .. Sigh ..




