Isaiah went on Singapore Flyer!

Yesterday is Sunday .. Is Sunday again .. It has been a few weeks since we went to FCBC. Last time was New Creation Church with Bro n SiL. Decided to go alone without hb cause i really couldn't wait till he finish off his camp training and start going again .. I miss church so much .. Woke up at near 9am, pack stuff and wash up. Isaiah woke up on time, changed him pop him into sling and we went out .. Ate mac for breakfast and met mum at TCT and we took the coach to expo. Had a short chat with my lovely aunties .. Chatted with christine's sis too. Learnt that her dad just passed away 2 weeks ago due to cancer. But too bad i did not get to see Christine as she flew back to USA yesterday. But deep in my heart i wish her well and hopefully we can meet again soon .. It has been a year plus since i saw her.

Did not realise the time and door is opened. Found a good and familiar seat, did a short prayer for Isaiah ..

Amazingly, Isaiah fall asleep during the 2nd worship song. Praise God as i can worship in peace and spent some time with God.

Jesus appear in front of me .. Brought to me the great holy cross. Seeing how Jesus blood flow down the cross break my heart into pieces. Till now the picture is still so fresh in my mind. How God spoke to me in the most gentle way, showed me that when i'm down and vexed, he is always beside me. When i say no one uderstand me, how Jesus weeped beside me .. He is upset as i forgotten about him, forgotten his love on the cross, forgotten his ever lasting love.. I break down in front of the cross, make myself transparent in front of him and let God take over me .. Released all my troubles, anxiety, bitterness over this period of time .. The time i'm waiting for so long is back .. I feel for the cross once again .. I will never want to think back to the time when i fell nothing of the cross. I never want to turn away from God again. I'm glad i'm back into his presence. Lord ended with a warm hug .. Soon, worship is over .. I feel so much lighter after releasing those burden on me .. Amazing thing is i never feel any weight of Isaiah on me for 30 mins even worshipping and slinging him at the same time. Pastor Khong preached yesterday. Preached how should we stay fit for God. How we should protect our heart, not getting hurt from other people, eeping our heart pure from bitterness..

Hb joined us in the middle of sermon, Isaiah only wakes up when sermon is nearing to the end .. After church we went to parkway to walk around .. Ate our lunch an sent my mom home ..

We head to Singapore flyer after that, finally decided to go after much consideration. Cause it really expensive to get a 30mins ride for nothing especially we doesn't know how to appreciate scenery. Still we went ahead last evening with Isaiah .. Luckily Isaiah enjoyed it as much as we do, i'm so afraid he might get bored and start to fuss..

Overall everything is good, went back home and slept at 10.30pm .. Still tired from the wedding ...