Isaiah coming 10 months old !!

Isaiah is coming 10 mths old in 3 days time! Time really flies and i'm still enjoying motherhood. Hopefully i am still over the next few months.

Today is the FIRST time i exposed Isaiah to formula milk. Please don't ask me how i feel .... Nothing can describe my feeling. Rather upset that i did not make the 12 mths mark and yet find is rather tired to expressing 3 hourly. My breast just couldn't adjust to the pump after coming 10 months of nursing.

Seriously deep down inside me i feel really SAD to give him formula although i only started to add into his cereal. Too bad, supply is decreasing .. Maybe due to my health ..

Although i still can latch him but i finally wean him off from nursing to sleep and i wanted to continue with that. He is getting so much better after weaning off breast. He start to self soothe to bed again without crying for boobs!

Till now, i've yet decided whether to continue to express hard and give EBM or mix EBM with FM.. Changing to total FM is definitely NONO to me and hubby.

Anyway Isaiah is growing up day by day. Now he is cruising successfully!! He manage to hold on the walker and walk by himself after teaching him once that he can walk with the support of the walker. The feeling of seeing your baby walk - cute, happy and abit stress up there! But still i'm glad that i'm able to see his milestone and walk with him everyday. Consider myself lucky that i'm a great hb, best dad on earth that can help us through tons of problems.

Isaiah is learning more things right now. He will go "mum mum" when he is hungry .. Maaa when he is crying for me .. "YakYakYak" learning the parrot next door. Clap his hands when he is happy, while watching those ppl clapping in the tv or clap when he is making me angry! Now i'm teaching him "no more & nono" haha ..

How i wish time will stop at this moment .....

Dad joined us for dinner today. It has been like a month since i saw him .. So many things has happen .. Sigh ..
Finally say his Mercedes S300!!! is like WOW! is really really really very very big and gorgeous! No wonder he is so happy .. Once you sit inside you will feel that you are soo high class .. Everything is so class. He deserve it cause he work so hard for everything .. Praise God that Dad is doing well.

I need to zzzz already .. Update pics tml!!