Muffin is gone ...

Last sat i brought muffin back to the breeder. Sigh ...
Been considering for many days whether should we continue to keep her.
Last Tue i brought her to the vet and found that she have fungus and yeast infection all over body and ear. She was just a unhealthy pup. But i was thinking to keep her and treat her. And breeder agreed to refund 50% of the money back to me. However somethings kept worrying us is that she have a weak health and we are afraid that in the future we are not able to cope with huge medical fee if something happens to her.
So we harden our heart and decide to send her back as she is able to find another owner which can take care of her better than us.
Feeling very sad for the past few days. Something seems like missing from our life right now.

On Sat brought her to my mom place as i do not want to leave her all alone at home for the last day staying with us. Brought her to the breeder at night about 10pm. After we left, Isaiah kept looking inside the dog carrier and say muffin muffin. But muffin is gone ..Even till today Isaiah still walk past the playpen and say muffin ...

Although muffin is with us for only a week. But just when they bonding starts to build up she has to go back. We miss her badly .. Every night she will be running over the house playing after Isaiah slept. But now night time is so quiet .. No more sounds of hb playing with muffin ..

Alot of things happen during that week which can't be written out. Too many things that leave us memories .. Only in a week .. Sigh ..

On Sat night, hb and me slept at 4am. After Isaiah slept we miss muffin presence so badly. Hb decided to do a shoe rack instead to kill time and keep us occupided. Well a nick shoe rack came out after that. Right now is 99% done only.

Hb was telling me to find another puppy slowly. But it will never be muffin again .. And the feelings will be different. How i wish i'm able to keep her.

SIGHHHHHH ........