Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Positive or negative ??
This week has been a positive or negative week!
Fri night i decided to take a pregnancy test and faint line positive appear. Tested again after a few hours and same results. I thought mistakenly saw 2 lines and take a test again and again.
Sat morning i took another test again and same results so i thought i'm pregnant.
Sunday hb decide to take off and accompany me at home. We went to Jacob ballas park in the afternoon cause hb wants to bring isaiah out to play with water although i'm feeling very tired but too bad the water playground is closed for renovation. By the time we reach there is too late to change a place. So we walked around the park and went to fetch workers.
Evening went to my mama place to have dinner as she cooked curry .. Stay there till 9pm and we went to eat haagen daz ice cream and head back home .. Feeling hungry at 12am again and hb went out to get some chili tuna can and some bread for me .. Finally slept at 1am ..
Monday decided to go to the gynae and confirm my pregnancy. But after ultrasound, nothing is found and pregnancy test turns our faint line but Dr Koh said is negative and 90% is negative. ASked me to test again a few days to one week later. If line turn strong it means positive.
Waited at Dr Koh for nearly 3 hours before leaving his clinic! Is a very very long wait... Lucikly Isaiah has been taking his nap while waiting or there will be chaos for me!
Hubby came and fetch us after that and head off to fetch workers again ..
Reached home quite early that day and saw Jetstar asia having promo and we are thinking of going to bangkok. After a long long discussion with his family, we decide to wait till next day to confirm. But that night i changed my mind not to go due to some reasons.
Tuesday did alot of reseach of the hotel in bangkok and found a hotel inn which price is quite affordable and hb decided to go ahead with the trip .. Didn't book the tickets as wanted to wait for hb to come back home and went to my mom place to have dinner instead ..
Reached home at about 9pm and discussion starts again ... While hb discussed with his family i went to do another test. Turns out stronger positive and i told hb we are going to cancel the trip as i didn't want to spend too much money during this 9 mths pregnancy. But his family has been asking us to go with them so we can't decide whether to go or not!!
This morning i did another test and yes is positive. So i've made up my mind not to go to bangkok. Actually deep down my heart i don't feel like going after so much discussion. Sigh ... Need to discuss so many things before booking the ticket like who gonna share the room etc ..
Well forget about this bangkok trip as i feel much better with more cash in my pocket .. Maybe a few years later we shall plan again ..
About pregnancy, i don't feel much .. I don't have any feeling of pregnancy. Just that i feel tired and super hungry. Is so different from my first pregnancy which i can sleep all day and refused to eat anything. Morning sickness hit me badly for the first 3 months. This time round seems like a breeze but busy eating. *Touch wood* of course i do not wish to have morning sickness! Till now i couldn't believe i'm pregnant again .. trying to find alot of things to convince me but i guess only a visit to the gynae 2 weeks later and seeing the heartbeat of this little baby will convince me.
Shall continue again ... darling has woke up from his nap ...





