31 weeks 3 days ..

Went for monthly check up on last Monday .. Isaiah weighs about 1.6kg at week 30 .. Our darling is so shy again hiding away from the ultrasound .. But after the check up this cutie is so active .. Wonder if he is really shy .. haha .. 60 days to go, reality is sinking in .. Yes is sinking in .. Thoughts of labour pain, delivery process is running through my mind everyday .. Hb and me is getting more and more nervous .. Hospital bag not packed yet, actually trying to tell myself i still have time but after serious thought, i am worried about the arrival of baby cot .. Is that too late .. What to packed for hospital bag .. What else to buy .. When to book confinement meal .. Everything ready cuz hb won't have time to get things for me .. So much things to worry about ..
Today this preggie mummy is going to chalet .. Bryan 21st bdae chalet .. I guess this will be the last chalet that I'll be going alone .. Without a baby sticking to me .. Now preparing myself to be stuck to a wailing baby .. Crying for milk .. Feeling like a cow .. I'm thinking everything to the worst to prepare myself .. Hoping things will not be that bad when Isaiah arrives .. Pray that he will not give me a hard time .. now Isaiah is kicking hard everyday .. It hurts .. My feet hurts recently .. Maybe due to water retention .. Not very swollen actually but every morning walking is such a pain to me .. Blessed that i'm not working ..

So interested in scrapbooking .. Bored~ But hb seems like disagree cuz he happen to see how expensive the materials are .. Reading lots and lots of stuff about scrapbooking and giving it a serious thought .. Cuz scrapbooking is such a expensive hobby .. And asking myself whether will i keep up this hobby just in case i bought everything and throw everything at one corner .. But i'm serious!! I am so tempted to attend the scrapbooking class .. I know hb will object .. Waste of money .. But i realy hope to pick up an hobby now .. Before Isaiah arrive and Isaiah will definitely keep this hobby going on .. Hoping to remember every moments with him .. And i can scrap when i'm free .. Am i giving myself excuses ?? Haha .. Anyway did tell my mum about it and she say she will pay for my scrapping lessons .. But not material whaha .. Still considering .. Still trying hard to change hb's mind .. Even now he say okay but i hope to change his mind to fully support me before i start ......

Label: My darling, Pain, Boredom, Scrapbooking!