finally i have the mood, the energy and the peace to sit down and type this blog entry. it has been nearly 2 weeks. we have finally moved to our first birdy nest that belongs to us. FINALLY! had a terrible and tiring week before we moved. everything is so rushed and we stayed at new place till 2am before we head back home. not forgetting the packing to be done in the day time. luckily my mom came over to help out whenever she can if not i can't imagine how am i going to handle all these things.

6th dec
it our moving day. woke up early that day and do last min packing of the daily essentials stuff while hb went to fetch workers. after that they came and dismantle the aircon and slowly move the stuff down. brought isaiah back to my mom place in the morning as i got to go back to new place to do another round of cleaning while they move it. evening daddy drop by and hand on some left over stuff to do like heater etc. we all had a tiring day. fetch isaiah during the evening and i quickly clean the room floor and get ready the bedsheets etc so we can sleep after everything. over exert myself that day and ended up very bad cramps during the evening. i simply can't do anything after that and quickly lie down on the bed and rest. even sitting down can cause very bad cramps. i thought i will lose this little one on that day as i carried too much heavy stuff and did alot of things on my own plus not enough rest the week before we moved.

7th dec
daddy drop by in the morning again and asked me if i can go to the gynae right away. funny thing is dr woo is not open after 1pm or so till 6pm. and i can't see him during that time unless i walk in to TMC and call for him which can cost like $600! got worried after seeing my dad so worried about my pain but thinking my cramp got better than the day before i bear with it till night time when i visit dr woo at least i don't have to spend $600 and i got no bleeding too. well thank god everything is fine .. seen this little one that evening. hubby manage to accompany me to the visit that day and little one is very active and jumping around.. dr woo said 95% is a baby boy .. got a little disappointed as i couldn't buy pretty and cute girls clothings this time round but we are still glad that he survive through everything that i did. climbing up and down, carrying heavy stuff, carrying isaiah. he is a strong little guy in my heart which clings on to mummy and understand that we got to go through this tiring period before mummy can really take a good rest. as long as he is healthy i'm fine with it. whether is a boy or girl end of the day is still our flesh and blood and god created him and not her.

8th dec onwards i have been staying home doing some unpacking and resting as much as i can.. until now i yet finish unpacking but i'm going to take my own sweet time as i don't want to end up being so tired again.

thursday evening isaiah starts to have fever and friday morning it seems his fever has gone up alot. i couldn't find my thermometer and got so worried the whole morning. gave him medication but doesn't seems to help. brought him to doc in the noon time and PD was closed. no choice and walk in to a family clinic that is open. luckily the GP was quite good with kids and checked isaiah like he was a PD. isaiah fever went up and down the the next few days.. always gone up to 40 degrees and lowest is only 38.5 degrees.. only until tuesday fever starts to maintain below 38.5 degrees. now his fever is gone and i'm glad he doesn't have to take medication anymore as everytime he saw the bottle i'm holding in my hand he will scream "NO!!!" very poor thing to be force with medication.
now his mood is not very good after this high fever. have been really fussy and cranky .. didn't know what he wants too and at times i really can't control my temper as i'm too tired and he can make noise every 15 mins ....... all the way till daddy is home .... and hubby only came back like 9pm so i got to bear from morning till night.. and also he si not very used to new house too..

well everything now if fine and tomorrow will be the last lesson at LNT. in the morning contractor will come and fix our new bedroom door .. i never had a good sleep in the morning as almost every morning contractor will came knocking on my door as we still have some stuff undone.. just feel very sian everyday .. hope everything will be done soon and isaiah birthday will be in a weeks time. don't think we will hold any celebration as i have not even unpack yet.
might hold a small bbq for my family only .. but still, will KIV first ...

will blog again really soon :)